March The Third

LOVELY wonderful life.
Happiness abounds.
Then suddenly, without warning,
Everything crashes and the day is dark.
I wonder where it all went.
What happened?
Things were so sunny, so lively, so full of fun
And now they're gone.
Was it me? Did I take my eye off the prize? Did I hesitate when I should have jumped?
Did I jump when I should have hesitated?
I don't want to think about it.
I'm tired. I'm bored. I'm sorrowful. I'm realizing I can't be in control all the time.
Give me some rest for the night and I'll begin again tomorrow, because right now I don't want to think about it.

- by the blog author